hot and cold

tajuk da mcm lagu katy perry kn....huhuhu tp xde kena mengena lgsg k..ni nk cite berkenaan penyakit aku yg aku sndr xtau knape n nk ubatkn cmne....dsbbkn hr ni hujan xbenti2 dr pg cmpi ke mlm...so suhu nya sgt la sejuk....aku pn xtau pe name penyakit aku ni tp aku sgt xle thn sejuk....ye btol..ni bkn maen2 tau....dr aku kecik aku mmg xthn sejuk.....mak aku pn akan jd sgt rsau kalo hr sgt sejuk...awl2 die akan advise aku pkai stokin...pkai bj lgn pjg....tp cm bese aku ni degil...hihihi maaf mak...at 1st aku xprnh sedar bnda ni....kalo time sejuk je kaki aku akan kebas...rs sengal2 yg tramat sgt...kalo jd sgt siyes aku akan tak rs kaki aku...cm org lumpuh...pelik kn?? lg 1 mmg cpt la menggigil...dr aku dip dulu smpi skrg org akan knl dgn prngai aku yg akan off kn aircond..ngee~~ maaf kwn2 ku sy mmg xle thn...kalo dlm panggung aku sejam pertama je aku rilek...nek jam ke2..amek ko menggigil xbenti..hihihi rmai yg ckp kat aku cmne la nk p oversea kalo xthn sejuk...yela cita2 nk p further study oversea kn....ntah la....mgkn nnt lame2 ok kot....tggu jela...tggu smpi bile?? aku pn xtau...tp len plak cite kalo panas tau...aku xksh walo pns cmne pn..asalkn jgn silau...sbb silau mata sy sgt trok...kalo sgt silau mula la kpala rs sakit giler...yg aku xthn pns ni ialah muka aku akan jd gelap...huhuhu 

k la conclusion yg aku bole wat ialah...setiap manusia ad klbh n kekurangannya...so kite trima sume 2 dgn redha k..daa...

layan

GRENADE by BrunoMars

Easy come, easy go
That’s just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give
Should of known you was trouble from the first kiss, 

Had your eyes wide open -
Why were they open?
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked, 

Cause what you don’t understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I’d do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain, 

Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ; 

But you won’t do the same

No, no, no, no
Black, black, black and blue beat me till I’m numb 

Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you’re from
Mad woman, bad woman,
That’s just what you are, yeah,
You’ll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car
Gave you all I had

And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked 

Cause what you don’t understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I’d do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain, 

Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ;

But you won’t do the same

If my body was on fire, ooh

You’ d watch me burn down in flames

You said you loved me you’re a liar 

Cause you never, ever, ever did baby…
But darling I’ll still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I’d do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain, 

Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ; 

But you won’t do the same.
No, you won’t do the same,
You wouldn’t do the same,
Ooh, you’ll never do the same,
No, no, no, no

spesel person

who dat spesel person...yeah its U...really...uools yg tgh bace blog sy...dsbbkn sy xpnh bg kat mane2 link blog sy ni sooo uools yg tgh bace ni adlh org2 trplh...korg dpt link mst dr sy kn??? nape sy plh kamu?? sbb sy rs selesa tok brcerite hal peribadi yg tertls dlm little diary ni ngan korg....trimas jgk coz sggp mndgr dan mmbacenye...tp mstla x sume bnda aku story....life still need secret k...emmm 
tq gak kpd yg mntertawakn sy.. =(

....jatuh cinta dan membenci.....

akhrnya aku mengakui yg aku dah jatuh hati kat kamu....tp mst kamu xtau....kalo b4 ni aku confius now aku yakin aku mmg da jatuh hati kat kamu....emmm tp......aku yakin dan pasti...kamu langsung xde prasaan 2 kat aku...soooo aku mst lupakn kamu....sgt ssh!!! ye sgt ssh tok lupakn org yg kite da suka....so aku amek kptsn tok mmbenci kamu.....maafkn aku krn mmbenci kamu.....aku wat ni tok mnjage hati aku agar x rs kecewa....dgn rasminye...aku brjanji akan melupakan prasaan aku kat kamu....
smoga kamu bahgia~~~ 

dirku yg @#$%^&#@(*%

adkh anda faham pe mksd tajuk ni?? huhuhu xkn faham slagi aku x citer kn?? bagus2..(bajet rmai sgt bace blog aku..hihi) ok mulakn dgn kegembiraan aku dpt kuar akhrnye brsame kwn2..tp sbrnrnye xrmai pn...aku kuar ngan yatt n syamir...actually nk rmai2 tp sume ad keje msg2..xpela len X k...just kuar p MINES tgk khurafat...haha mmg seram..berbaloi tau tgk citer ni..meh p tgk rmai2....confirm korg puas ati...so dpt la hlgkn tencen jp....tp dlm bas nk blk je trs aku tencen blk....hahahaha

ok motif utama sy wat tajuk ni sbnrnye krn trajedi khlgn fon sy..hahaha 1 trajedi yg dhsyt....huhuhu blk bilik dr teater area kul 12++ am pastu bz wat catia n beberapa keje teater yg len....n then mengemas segala bnda2 yg brsepah d blk n siapkn sume buku tok class next day...ok nk tto da ni..mmg mood tgh ngntk giler...cr fon nk set alarm.....n aaarrrrrgggghhhh!!!!! mane fon sy??? dat time 3++ am...what should i do??? sgt tencen...nk cntct org xle so trs brfacebook....buat pengumuman d mana2 wall...huhuhu so hr ni sy bgn lmbt coz xde alarm..n roomate pn xde...(nsb bek bgn...kalo x??? ) dlm class moody giler....lecturer tgh ajar tgk je die...tppale otak tgh pk mane fon aku...adkh trcicir d mana2 or trtggl dlm blk ilmiah....huhuhu but thanz to kwn2 yg menenangkn sy....spesel to syud, yatt,hajar,fidha n wana.....n atas nsht syud juga sy p on9 jp n dpt tau my fon ad kat kak lin...hahahaha thank GOD... 


fon saya xla mahal sgt tp sgt brharga buat sy...2la hadiah dr mak sy yg plg sy syg...huhuhu

for my sweetie fon:
hidup ku xlgkp tnpamu.....
kau la penghibur d saat ku kebosanan....
kau la peneman setia merakam setiap detik2 indah.....
kau la yg setia mengejut ku bgn dr tto....
kau la yg mnjd kn ku trsenyum sndr....
aku xsanggup brpsh darimu...
jgn kau cuba menjauhkn dirimu dr ku lagi....

...GO FOR IT...

ni hnyla kata2 smgt tok dr sndr...cm b4 ni aku pnh mention yg dis week aku akan jd sgt la kelam kabut n busy...huhu dsbbkn festik..now aku msh d awang2an coz xtau pape ag coz smlm x p meeting coz aku kn ad kenduri kat PD...soo tonite br nk clearout sume..agpn aku sgt tensen bile ad plak yg kejap nk msok kejap nk kuar...kalo sume nk kuar mane aku nk cr org ag...mase da suntuk ni...xpe2 mlm ni kite clearout kn sume k...rilek naddy...u can do it...emmm utk mnmbhkn ag kelam kabut aku bile aku jgk kena siapkn assgn...CATIA...ni salah 1 sbjk fav aku...huhuhu besh...cm AUTOCAD gak tp mgkn lbh sng...lg 1 hal ialah aku jgk bz dgn aeros...hahahaha xpe2..insyALLAH aku bole setlekn sume...just kena wat one by one...tanggungjawab perlu dlaksanakn dgn sempurna jgn wat ala kadar je...pantang aku 2...walau sesibuk mane n sessh mane pn sesuatu keje 2 perlu d buat dgn brsggh2...yup...
GO FOR IT !!!!

....enjoy....

enjoy ke?? huhuhu mule cite pasal hr ni...brmula cm bese bgn pg gosok gigi...lalalala siap2 mengemas brg2 tok blk umah..yeay!!! hr sabtu sy ad koko iaitu baksis stand for BAKti SISwa...setiap sabtu pkul 12tghr..so b4 p ktorg mkn dulu...yup..sy, syud n yatt...msok je class aku agak trkezut nape rmai org pkai bj merah ni??? mmg wajib ke baksis kena pkai bj merah....atlast br aku tau yg group ktorg je siap ad tema warna bj sume...almaklum la last week nye class ktorg xp..mane nk tau kn...huhuhu *kena remind dr sndr tok next week pkai bj hitam k...ok then dsbbkn kami da trlmbt msok so kena la plh kump sndr..ok pening la byk sgt kump..kump baksis aku 23 n dlm 2 ad kump kecik2 ag..ad 5 kump....aku kump 3...kump aku bole la..plg klakar si amir bole plak join kump QUEEN...n lagu kump diorg sgt comel..hahahahaha mmg bole trgolek2 aku tgk gaya amir td...kump baksis ktorg ad lagu tema tau...lagu faizal tahir_gemuruh..n cm bese aku ngan yatt mmg giler nyanyi so excited ckt la.. =) ok pas hbs baksis aku trs blk umah...tp bas n tren sgt lmbt...pnt tau sy...tp dlm menunggu tren adla 1 mamat ni tgk muka mmg bole thn la skali tgk die jln kepit2...ok xpe ag..dgr plak sore die ckp dgn mmbr die...cm lembut tp xmola wat andaian dulu..last skali amek ko die bole plak brdiri tggu tren dgn gaye yg sgt la...........huhuhu kecewa aku~~~ aku cmpi umah akhrnye dlm area kul 6pm la...trs mkn sambal kupang mak sy msak..nyum2...sgt sdap...p2 rest2 jp..tgk shinchan n doraemon ngan mak n adk...pas mgrb trs siap2 p karok...hahahah akhrnye lps gian aku nk karok...cmpi hlg sore aku tau...sakit tekak da ni...n sy sgt ngantk...nk tto trs la.....tp nk manja2 ngan mak n adk dulu...huhuhu daaaa

: bile kat rmh sy rs sume mslh n hal2 yg memeningkn cm xpnh brlaku...2la kuasa rmh n famili...HOME SWEET HOME....

somthing just happen

emmm how to start?? i dunno...but suddenly i feel soooo upset... =( ni la prasaan yg aku plg benci....prasaan yg aku sndr xtau ape...n cmne nk atasi...aku slalo mengalami prasaan ni...emm mgkn jgk btol kate mmbr aku..aku just tkot tok mengakui prasaaan 2...ok cite die cm gini...skunk bole dkatakn aku tgh crush kat someone...mule2 ktorg kwn je....tp lame2 jd rapat plak..aku pn selesa je ngan die...coz die ad ckt2 type guys yg aku listkn 2...but aku rs sgt yg aku sorg je ad prasaan cmni..die harapan laaa....ok aku suke sgt bile brsama die...kdg2 ad mase ktorg ad gak la jumpe...tp skunk da xbape rapat cm dulu...sbb??? aku pn xtau....die tetibe cm berubh...tp skunk die cm cuba nk jd bese tp x sebese dulu....aku xsuke la prasaan ni....yup aku suke bile ngan die tp aku rs sedey sgt bile die ignore aku......xdela aku da cinta sgt dgn die...just nk die jd kwn yg bole wat aku bahgia.....kalo kat fb aku nmpk je die on9....tp nk tgor 2 pny la ssh...b4 ni bole je...ntah la....tggu mase jela...tp sy btol2 tgh brsedey ag.....crying~~~ da banjir bilik aku ni.... =(  pe yg aku kena wat??? just let he go...i will try my best...

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